Real Life-The Biggest Loser

It has been absolutely Forever since my last blog but I am sitting here watching the biggest loser and if you don't feel some sort of motivation while watching this show, you probably are a big loser haha jk.

But it always gets me thinking and feeling the motivation inside of me to live a full life. In this season of the show, it is all about former athletes from high school stars to two time super bowl champions. It is insane to see this people in their prime and to watch them struggle to lose hundreds of pounds.

Personally I have never  been what I would consider skinny, unless I was a young kid. And as the years have carried a few more pounds has carried as well. It recently has been more of a goal to live healthier, I mean I love food but I am at least trying to like the healthier kind. I always joke with friends because I am the pickiest eater ever. I have tried many things but I hate like 85% of the food out there, so I guess its just that 15% that is the downfall of me haha.

I want to live though! Those days where despite my weight I feel free and lighter than ever are like the best. I feel like I can own who I am and yes, jam out in the car like I am a skinny white girl who can dance. Not saying big girls cant get it, I am just not one who is gonna allow myself that type of freedom that NOBODY wants to see, sorry guys. I want to have so much energy to just keep on going, I love to keep going. I already have trouble sleeping and sometimes it is annoying but sometimes I am just glad that I get to get the most of my days because my eyes are open :P At night it is kinda creepy, just saying.

This is all kind of random but hey I have been wanting to get back blogging forever even if no one ever reads it. I want to live freely, be motivated, and just own who I am.